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- oh my gosh, I’m a WHAT?!

Yes that’s right, 13... I am a teenager. Oh crap. I thought that this huge ’thing’ was going to happen, I mean EVERYONE made such a big deal about it. But nah, nothing happened. Same ol’ same ol’. At least that’s what I thought. It seems that 13 was the trigger that set my little brain into motion, toward boys that is.. Hahaha. Oh the things that I put my daddy thru, I had me a fella when I was 13 and he was 19. Yeah my daddy tried to kill him. Almost did. Several times…That’s also when I discovered how easy it was to skip school. My friend was going thru a rough time and I wanted to ‘be there’ for her. So I followed her lead. I went pretty crazy there for about 6 months. I even snuck out of my house…(crazy! I know). Truly, I was trying to be a good friend. She was going to some awful places and was around some HORRIBLE people. I thought that if I tagged along that I could be the voice of reason. Which I guess in some cases I was. I guess the decisions were mine, I knew right form wrong and for a very long time, I didn’t choose the right thing to do…My freshman year of high school was basically wasted….

Sophomore Year was going to be a GOOD year and it REALLY was… I didn’t get into trouble and my grades weren’t terrible. Also, I met me a fella that wasn’t a bad guy. I really think that what I felt for him was puppy love. He was very good to me. Now, we only ‘dated’ for 3 months but he really made happy! AND he lead me to what made that year so wonderful.. ALAN WILSON
You see, I was dating ‘T’ when I met Alan. They were very good friends. I did not like Alan when I first met him, in fact, I kind of despised him. He was like no one I had ever met… ‘T’ and I broke up and I was very upset, I went to town looking for HIM. Not ‘T’, I went looking for Alan…. I knew that if ‘T’ saw me with Alan that he would go nuts..TeeHee. YEP, I was a little naughty….. I found Alan that night and he got in the car with us and he has been mine ever since….

I was 15 when we started ‘dating’….

I knew after the first few hours of being around Alan that I loved him. Seriously… That was the boy that I was gonna be with, no matter what. . AND let me tell you, I fought hard to keep him… Many of my ‘friends’ went away after Alan came along. Some were just plain jealous and the rest were just jerks…Now, he was kinda a butthead for the first year or two. But friends are suppose to stay thru thick and thin…. Right? ? We went thru some crap and even ‘broke up’ once..

For 4 days.. . . .BUT We got back together . It was a bad 4 days, for both of us..A lot of BAD decisions were made in those 4 little days. But to love is to forgive…..





MY Junior and senior year was, (sigh) what it was… lol really nothing tremendous happened. Alan and I kept dating and had a BLAST… He was good to me in ways that I never knew were possible…I loved him so deeply that it hurt to be without him.

I dropped out of high school 2 weeks into my senior year. Yeah, I know what your thinking. That was stupid, but at the time I had no choice. I worked my butt off my junior year to make up the classes that I needed to graduate early and then the first week of school, BOOM. They dropped a bomb on me, I wasn’t gonna get to graduate. I would still have to take a FULL year of classes and summer school to graduate.

Nope, that wasn’t the deal. I tried to work with them but they wouldn’t budge. SO I balked.
I quit, and got my GED (and then got married) =P I showed them! They tried to give me the “your life will be nothing without and education” speech AND to some degree they were alittle, teeny, tiny bit right… ….. They told me the stats on young marriages, So many will end in divorce within the first year and then so many will be divorced by 3 years BLAH, BLAH, BLAH……… Ummmm. 10 years in February.. (jokes on them)

I was 18 and I knew what I wanted
and nothing was going to stop me
from marring ALAN WILSON….