Is it getting better?

So, I have been repeating this to myself ALOT lately.

"To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did."

When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.

I am letting go of alot of my mixed emotions and trying to focas on what I have. My son has shown me more in the last few weeks than I would have ever thought! His innocence and honesty is amazing and it has really opened up my eyes. Thank you, Kenneth. Mommy needed that. The road is still going to be rough sometimes, but knowing that I am not traveling alone; really helps. It helps more than I ever imagined.



Concentrate on this sentence.....
'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'

anything.....

i would give ANYTHING to see my daddy again, i would give anything to have to get up early get kenneth ready and go get my daddy and take him to town. i would give anything to hear that " i saw the light" ringtone on my phone. i would give anything to cook a meatloaf and hear him aggravate me about it being burnt. i would give anything if i could hear some of those ridiculous stories again. i would give anything to hear the words, "tammy, i'll smack you". i would give anything to hug him just one more time.

its hard not to think about all of the should haves, would haves, or could haves. i got to tell him that i loved him and hug him before he died, but it will never be enough....

if you love someone, please let them know...... we are never promised a tomorrow. dont take people, things or life for granted.

i am bitter

My daddy passed away.... I am quite bitter right now. I hope that all will return to normal soon and I can return to life.