Emotions all over the place!

Eight more days until my Daddy’s birthday. It amazes me that I was actually thinking about something to get him. Does that make me crazy? Hahaha- don’t answer that. I cant help but wonder what we have don’t for his birthday. Would we have taken him out to eat? Would I have made him dinner? What kind of wise cracks would he make about the gift that I got him? Hahaha.

Surprisingly, I am not as sad as I had thought that I would be. Course, the big day isn’t here yet. When I went to see him at Christmas, I didn’t cry like I usually did. Its not that its getting easier because I assure you that it isn’t. I still have my horrible crying, screaming fits about losing my daddy. I just think that going to see him calms me gives me some peace.

I have had a lot of RAW emotions lately and I am emotionally drained. If I am not crying over death, My grandmother died around Christmas, I am crying over not being able to get pregnant again.

February will mark our TEN year anniversary.-WOW. AND PEOPLE THOUGHT THAT WE WERE TO YOUNG AND IT WOULD NEVER LAST. we will show them!
We started dating June of 1997. I was ONLY 15, and I knew then that that boy was the one that I was going to marry. I fought hard to keep it that way. We have been through some Excruciating heartbreak, and some WONDEFUL adventures! I cant think of anyone that I would rather experience this life with. I am looking forward to all the years to come with my handsome, charming, loving, devoted, pain in the butt husband.

enjoy

speaks for itself