roller coaster ride.....

This morning I felt like i was in a funhouse room full of mirrors, trying to find my way out but i couldnt go anywhere. AND i was stuck, staring at myself. blah what is with me??

I went to the cemetary to talk to my daddy, that usually helps but not so much today. I just feel lost. My emotions are all over the place. Ack. I dont like being this way, anyone out there have a cure for the crazies???

Ha, on a lighter note I took some more flowers to him.